I once walked in front of a shadow that was not mine
A burden of self-depreciation that was truly undivine
Living in a world of black and white
A constant battle I was trying to fight
The color was draining from my veins
There is nothing like these kinds of pains
Things I would not wish on my worst enemy
These demons were no friend to me
I was scratching the bottom, trying to find a way out
But the only thing that filled my mind was despair and doubt
My heart was shattered, my wings were broken
A whole lot of words that were left unspoken...
I forgot how to love and I could not fly
This life of mine was passing me by
Time escaped me and before I knew
I was slowly turning into a version of you
A version of you I never wanted to be
I had to figure out how to be set free
I never had the chance to get to know the real me
Because that shadow of yours would never let me be
You once said "When I created you, I created evil"
From that point on, this would not be a sequel
I responded, "If you created evil, then you must be the devil"
You thought you could break me, you thought I would tremble
But let me just tell you, you were nothing that special
You see, I was long broken before you got to me
My soul was still mine in which you did not hold the key
I started a journey you knew nothing about
One to wonderland that with you I would go without
The day you left this earth, I was set free
Your shadow is no longer hindering me
The color is slowly returning to my veins
And with time, I will extinguish all of these pains
I want you to know that I have forgiven you
And that you should probably forgive yourself too
I once was a caterpillar, but I have formed a cocoon
I will morph into a beautiful butterfly very, very soon
A chance to know the real me, with no traces of you
Colors of all ranges, brightness and hue
My flame will be ignited for what will be the very first time
Believe you me, will it burn bright - Lord, will it shine
You tried to convince me that I was born into evil
But I was not a fool, I was not that feeble
I was born into Christ and that is MY sequel
Lord Jesus Christ is my one true lord and savior
He died on the cross to make sure I do not repeat your behavior
Metamorphosis is filled with such beautiful things
It is time for me to repair these broken wings
The ability to fly I will without a doubt regain
Farewell for now, until we meet again...
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